Hello there! Just looking to talk about obsessive thoughts and almost paranoi like. I have this horrible thing I do with every single person I have any sort of relationship with. I convince myself they think I’m weird, or I annoy them or the my don’t like me. It’s to the point where I’ll get angry over made up thoughts . It’s ruining my life and giving me crippling anxiety.

I started taking lexapro for anxiety a couple months ago and nearly went completely mad. My doctor now has me on lamictal and I’ve tapered off of the lexapro. I know lamictal takes awhile to “kick in” as you have to taper up so slowly. I am curious to hear if anyone struggles with a similar paranoia /obsessive thinking pattern ?