like being inside a mosquito net, surounded.
Hmmm.. i guess i could clairify that more. So i'm in therapy with a new t. the past 4 months we've talked *about* the process and what we will one day have to talk about when I am in a better place... slapping away the mosquitos. we;ve not really started anything... yet it is getting closer. i do have more of a rapport with her than any other t and i trust her more because she is more stable and steady in who she is. and i know i have to deal with the issues... and i don't want to because i feel they will overwhelm me. i'll get malaria and die. so i try to keep numb... so i won't die...? i guess.
and yourself?