I got ur pm and thanks again ww. I never felt "judgements" dear. I was very concerned that I had hurt your feelings. I know that you are all trying hard to understand and help me through this. Why do u think I am here?? Cause I adore you all.

Rapunzel, I am feeling more safe now. Actually, got some much needed rest and my mood has lifted significantly. Its amazing what sleep deprivation can do to someone. Can' t think clearly. But today I feel much better, with many thanks to all of u.

I did get cortisone cream and it is very helpful. That stuff is like a miracle cream. As stupid as that sounds, it is really good cream. And it does not hurt too bad at all. My face looks much better. Can see it still as it is pretty new. But it now looks more like a bad rash. The cracking is healing and swelling has gone done to almost looking normal. So all in all, is healing nicely.

Thanks all for the support.

Justy