Oh there's been many like comments from both of us. Things are very friend like but i wont get into it in detail. It makes it harder mentally at times but it's also great because I've gotten so comfortable with him that im actually assertive.

The other thing isn't as strong or often on my mind but i do still think about it quite a bit but know i cant say anything again

I don't see him as a t only. So i dont have mindset of what hapoens there stays there. Idk. Not really any solutions but suffer. Luckily I'm used to that.

Appreciate all the replies though