Ya I really don't want to. I get it though but honestly nothing will change the desire and the outcome. So it wont matter who I talk to, the answer is the same, and the desire will still be there.

I am for sure gonna try to go less often, even though I struggle with even weekly now, at this point, the only hope I have is to create distance. I've already dealt with the issue that brought me to therapy in the first place, so now I just have to deal with learning to stop loving someone and let them go... yet again.