My new therapist was literally cool when I told them about thinking about euthanasia
I also told them about all my main problems and they’d insist otherwise and about other things needed to attend to
It’s like a wounded person showing WHERE THE F*** THE SCARS ARE, and the doctor just starts checking for ear infections and other issues instead

This is getting hopeless, they were my best bet and now they’re acting stubborn and unattentive to what I say

I just want them to listen to me and TRUST me, but they seem untrusting and really, I don’t care why, I want those BLEEDING SCARS TAKEN CARE OFF FOR F***s SAKE!!

This is NOT a rant, this is an EMERGENCY I work HARD to explain to my therapist and they don’t internalize the pain well!

So my question is, HOW! do I make the therapist understand that what I am saying is to be trusted and taken care of AS I SAID!?
Again, think of the “the wounded and the doctor metaphor” I gave you

EDIT: Due to the last user’s post, I will mentioned that I do NOT want opposing views towards my request. If you want to deparately tell it, then you’re more than invited to send me a message, but NOT on this thread.
Here is where I ask for help regarding what I ask, so please respect that. Thank you