"Tear stained rags all over my floor, I don't know if I can do this anymore. You'll be fine without me, you'll be fine without me." - 6 Dogs, 'Flossing'.

Quote kind of says it all....

I don't know what else to say. No matter if I'm sober, high or drunk.. I always feel this. Repeating over and over again until it engulfs my entire being. I can't keep doing this and help won't come. Maybe, for everyone's sake, I should rid them of me for good. In the long run, they'll be better for it.