LT

Yep and losing my dog nearly killed me, my T was my saving grace during that, but without him, who will help me get past that loss? A stranger? Nope. I need trust... or I wont allow someone in

I plan to at least stick with him for the summer but probably gonna have to go bi weekly or monthly even though I'll struggle. I'll see him today, so I at least get a brief happiness....

Anyway.... who knows what I'll do down the road... I guess I can only worry about today really. Today I see him, so I'll focus on that. Try to put all my thoughts to bed