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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Stupid trauma can happen like when the mother/child bond is broken or was never made...you won’t remeber this if this be the case. So for the rest of our life trauma, crisis, and abuse can create alters because memories are no longer able to be processed effectively....so it’s possible to do what you did....the alters didn’t emerge to later in life. You may have alters from previous times unknowns, dormant like....but the abuse is catastrophic and did the most damage.
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this makes perfect sense - some did come out in later life - i only had one for many years - well maybe 2 - i used to sing in my head in two voices - but then i found out that wasnt "normal" so i shut up one voice - the problem is - i think that was the real me as i have very few memories - and i dont recognise the person in the childhood pics ive seen that im told is me
so maybe the real me is gone and im the alt....... or one of the parts...
many different aspects - parts of me have come out since - warrior - ghost - beast - littlebirdy - all have a purpose - all protect in different ways
i am who and what i am - i dont need a label - im a mirror that shattered into different parts - each one put together makes the whole
and thats enough
I just wish the blanks would go away as they are annoying and sometimes dangerous .... but for now...and for many years ..i survive so its all good
and its mainly when im super stressed or super tired i get the blanks ...sooo
ty everyone for your thoughts and words and kindness
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