have someone be nice to you?

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For what ever reason when someone is nice to me I look at the floor.......
You have been very kind to me.....You deserve to have ppl be kind to you
But yes I know what you mean...........
For me I think its cause I tryed so hard to have ppl be nice to me. when i was little ..when it did not happen,,,,well i was trained to think I did not deserve it now when it hapens here or irl I am amazed
Take care of your self