Thank you guys. I have been trying to process everything. I went over to talk to my mom about things and my brother happened to be there.. He tried to give me a hug and so I shoved him away and my dad got pissed at me.. Said I can't treat my brother like that, that he wasn't going to do anything... He doesn't get that that isn't the point! I don't care if he wasn't going to do anything that time, he already did what he wanted! I don't want him near me!

I completely lost it and told them I'm done with this ********. I'm gonna move away from this.. I feel like being in the same city as him is too much for me. My dad basically acted like it really didn't matter... I don't know what I did for him to not care... I'm his daughter too!
I know I'm grown now and it shouldn't matter... but a huge part of me is just wanting them to act like I ****ing matter and hold me... If they don't want to lose my brother, fine! but why does it have to feel like I'm the one who did something wrong?

I can't deal with this feeling anymore.. so I'm just leaving... I already talked to my job and they are looking to see where to transfer me.. I don't care where I go... I just need to get away from this ****..