Well here is the latest on me. I spent the night at the hospital again last night this time not due to an OD but because I was concerned for me. The ER doc was nice even when I tried to leave he told me I wasn't worth him losing his license by killing myself when I got home. I tried to tell him that I wasn't going to but he turned and walked out of the room. The doc that was on call for my GP today came in and we visited and he decided that I could go home. I do fine until I'm home alone by myself that's when I get into trouble. Right now the voices are taunting me with fatty fatty two by four can't get through the bathroom door because when I sat down on my dad's bed earlier the slat fell out and now his bed is crooked again. I am trying not to listen to them and am working on my scrapbook. I go on Monday to see my T and then I have to see crisis and hopefully the doctor then on Wednesday I go back and see my doc. The doctor I would see on Monday is just the crisis doc and isn't real hip on changing peoples meds so we will see.

Thanks for all your concern and I am trying to stay safe.

Janniebug