As bad as broken toe is, it’s not uncommon and it will heal. My husband had his broken too. Too bad he cannot take medical leave. As bad as it is no, universe does not conspire against you. Broken bones are not uncommon

I’d be much much more concerned about voices (still it’s synptoms of some mental illnesses, not universe conspiring against you). . Did you receive a new diagnosis? What does your doctor attribute it to? I hope they get to the bottom of this soon and meds do the work