I’m so glad you did not reach out to her again. I had a similar situation when I was first diagnosed. We were friends since middle school. She stopped returning calls and text messages. I knew we had not fought about anything. She just couldn’t deal with me having a mental illness. You are strong.....keep your head up. It’s her loss. Now I’ll be honest I was hurt but I did not try to go begging for her friendship. It was only meant to be for a season and not a lifetime.