Well mote of soul, if universe conspires against us when we get sick or lose our job or flood ruins our house, then what about young children getting cancer or people dying in a car crash or what about Genocide victims ? Did universe conspires against all of them?

Such thinking is magical thinking that doesn’t seem to be contributing to anyone’s well being. Not to downplay these situations but certainly ton of people break bones every day and unfortunately auditory hallucinations are not uncommon. There are very many horrific events in this world that cause horrrific suffering, is universe conspiring against them?

By no means believing that universe is out there to get you is your right. If it helps you in any shape or form then of course you can continue believing but how does it help op?