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It's brushed off a lot since I'm 17. I could honestly scream in front of someone "please help me" and they'll just say grow up. I can't find anyone who cares. So I guess I started crying tonight because I thought about my future, or maybe a lack thereof. I've gone to dark places before, and I can't help but think I'll either commit suicide, or become some kind of addict.
The thought really set me off. I'm afraid of getting older because I'm scared of what will come of me next. I know my emotional control sucks, so I can only imagine.
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I'm really sorry you are hurting so badly. The just grow up comments or especially the 'just deal with it' comment are infuriating. Like that's some kind of help or answer.
I'm no stranger to the thoughts or suicidal ideation, but Suicide is not an answer. Repeat; Suicide is not an answer. Drugs can be a huge help. When they're necessary and provided by a doctor. Are you in some form of treatment?
Best wishes.
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