I wish you could get some relief. I have been wondering about how people in the old days, no not mine, the 1800"s, 1700/s dealt with chronic and severe pain. I am sick of being a bump on a log. I am sick of no ambition and three times as sick of the pain waking me. The pain scares me. My doc is an arse and my husband agreed after appoint with him yesterday. I am in so much pain yet tylenol will have to do because I am not going to ask anyone for anything. I only have a few more methadone and am even considering sending to canada for meds as I am desperate. I have thought of calling my pain clinic and begging them to see me monthly. I just don't know what to do anymore. My doc is an arrogant pe-----. He could care less. I am doing P.T., starting massage over and will be joining the gym for regular swimming. Maybe learn somethings for sciatic. Also making appoint for accupunture. I hate depending on people.