My depression has officially come back. I have been on medication for the past year, completed the therapy I could afford and no longer work with my social worker.
I keep trying to find ways to fix it but nothing is working and I feel absolutely helpless. Everything is going wrong, every time there is a shimmer of hope and i go full force for it, something goes wrong and I can't take that path. I just no longer see the point. I have done nothing with my life. Im jealous of everybody that has done something worthwhile... I just cannot stop crying today

I want to give up. I just don't feel I can do this anymore.