I don’t want to end things cause I’ll end up causing suffering

I don’t want to live, I don’t even want to exist. I never asked for this. I get it I’m lucky to be born and all that

What do I do ? Every new day it’s the same thing. It just sucks I sleep until I get up and then sleep again hoping I don’t wake up

I have done everything I needed to do, I was depressed but I graduated from college, I got a job that pays well, I help people I know, I give money away to people that need it

Other than depression and anxiety, I don’t know what other issues I have that’s making me feel this way. Just the other day, I asked my mom if she’d support me if I’d get diagnosed by something scary (to her) and she said yes, so there’s that going for me

When will things get better or When will it just end ?