Dear T,
Earlier today I was feeling really sad, so I laid down to rest a bit. I pulled out the rock you lent me and held it on my chest for a while, like pressed it against my skin with my hand. It got warm (yeah, I know, as stones do!) and almost felt like it was a part of me for a bit. It had a rather soothing effect. I worry this would weird you out if I actually told you--maybe I'll just share that I held it in my hand or something? But, it helped. Hopefully at some point, I'll be able to feel you there with me without needing some external object (it got that way with ex-MC eventually, but, well, you know how that turned out...). I guess it will just take more time...glad I have the stone in the meantime though.
Love,
LT