Thanks for the replies guys! I have an appointment with my doctor on the 23rd. Just finished reading about bipolar but it kind of doesn't sound like what I have unless I'm misunderstanding it. My episodes last 6-8 hours with it not happening again for weeks or over a month. I've also read that people feel more productive and happier and do a lot more things when they're going through a manic phase. That's not the case with me as I actually feel scared when I feel like that and don't feel like I should be doing anything and again only lasts 6-8 hours not days at a time. Maybe people experience it differently?