Oh my goodness! You know when you are trying to describe something, continue time after time feeling like you didn't get it quite right and then suddenly an epiphany and it resonates so strongly that you know it can't be said any better? Yeah, that.

So I work like a little kid spins in a circle faster and faster and then comes to a sudden stop and they fall down dizzy as all heck. That's me. As long as the job isn't done, I go faster and faster and then, when it's done - then I feel it. Sometimes I fall down, sometimes I don't, but I don't feel it till I stop.