Hugs, I've been there. Sometimes it's there's something I want to talk about but can't bring myself to do it, then suddenly it's almost end of session and I realize I won't have time, so then the tears come. This happened at times with ex-marriage counselor. And a few times with current T--he probably wondered what was up with me crying randomly near the end when we were talking about something that didn't seem very important. (I think I did explain to him the next session after one of those that if I'm randomly crying, it's likely because there's something I want to express/talk about, but am too scared to. So maybe ask about the tears, though not as helpful if at end of session...) Are you able to e-mail your T between sessions?