I don't feel guilty about letting my parents down. They pushed me into careers I did not want to do and were not compatible for me. I wished they could have allowed me to do what I wanted to do. Now, I am doing what I want. They tried to live through me but when I did not turn out the way they wanted, they gave up trying to live through me. I am happier now that I have the freedom to do what I want. They were not good to me initially because they expected too much even though I was ill. They thought my illness would go away. It never has. I am my own person now. I don't owe anybody anything. I think my parents wasted their time and money pushing me to do something I did not want. I don't feel good about it, but am now happier without their pressure. They chose their paths. I chose mine finally. Thus, I don't feel guilty at all.