There is a phrase that some people use that really bugs the hell out of me.
"Well everyone, struggles with that" I hate when people say that. It devalues me, and I don't like that.
I've had mental health issues since I was really young & I still can't seem to find help. I am ignored, I feel invisible out in the world except by the creepy people the ones who take drugs or who are shady & in no way do I want to associate with people like that.
I don't trust people easily and I sure don't want someone who is unstable.
I can't stand this world at all.
I don't know where I fit in, I don't fit in.
I don't really know what its like to be treated in a nice, dignified manner because I've never known what its like to be treated that way.
All I know of people is that they're callous, cold, cruel.
I've been treated bad every day of my life it seems. My life is pretty stressful & it's taken a toll on how I look physically.
I don't like this site.
Life really sucks right now.
But at least I speak up for myself. Because I sure do get a whole lot of disrespect.
For those of you who get lots of love & support I envy you.
Cause I sure am running on fumes just about now.