Actually AC, it's not a bad idea. Maybe not every room, but here and
there and give yourself some time to get used to it. Once you really recognize yourself, and I think you understand what I mean, it's more difficult to disassociate when the tribe is looking at the core.
It makes me very sad that you don't like pictures. Art is one of the
great loves in my life and I can become lost in the beauty of a Monet
or a Dega. My greatest dream is to visit the Louvre before I leave this
life. I hope you will find an artist whose work brings you peace and joy.
Plato said, "The life unexamined is not worth living." I know you have a rich interior life (perhaps too rich at times!

) so I know you will find a
love of color to brighten it. I think you would like Michael Parke's, a
brilliant dutch painter. If you get a chance to look him up, let me know
what you think.
And yes, I believe this still ties into your original query. Do you think
any of the others would agree.
Don't worry so much, my friend.

Flower
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"The life unexamined is not worth living." Plato
"The arc of the universe is long but it bends toward justice." Dr. Martin Luther King

To Bambi, "You can call me Flower if you want to."