My sibling got a
Phone contract paid
For him. While I had
Always been payg
And I had to fund it
Myself. No I did
Not like the alone space
I NEEDED it.
Watching my bro
At canteen in primary
Wondering where he
Got money as I had nothing.
How could he afford to smoke,
Get food at chip shop
Every night of the week.
I know I had no power
To ask why he got
Money for lunches
Every day and I
Had to accept two.
My step dad would
Not have wanted
To rock the boat.
And he was physically
Violent to both of us.
He cracked a mug
On my head and
Slammed door on
My toes all the time.
My team mate would
Say I had that
Fungus as on advert
But my step dad
Would deliberately
Slam the door
On me to show
Who was in charge.