Oh Silver my dear friend. I wish You could feel me pull you onto the couch with me and sit close and tell you all of the wonderful things about you and that you are precious and don't deserve to hurt. You are good and kind and loving and oh so smart and sensitive with great intuition and you are supportive. Feel me tugging on you, we are wrapped in the afghan and the doggies are in our laps. Then we watch a funny movie and almost pee from laughing so hard. That's what I wish you could feel. Not the other stuff.