Uggh! Is there any way to undo this divorce? Can I take him back and lead a happy life with him? I am having horrible guilt and doubt. I don’t want to keep doing the back/forth thing, the push/pull thing of BPD that I am suspected of...but...

Today our son is graduating college and the whole family is here. We are all going together. This is super hard. I want to fix the marriage. I want to end the problems.

Argh!!!!!!