I’m a *****, I hardly talk, I hardly even move even when talked to I give short (sometimes harsh) responses and go back to silence and hardly moving. I will talk if I have to correct my son’s behavior or to praise him but that's one or two sentences unless it’s over text. I never smile.I’m just kinda there. No will to do anything just sit and watch. I don’t want to die. That’s too much work, and the guilt but I don’t want this. The ambien makes we smile become talkative, joking but I can't do that all day every day.