We've actually been doing this therapy thing for:

1 year, 4 months, 28 days.

When I kept thinking it was 15 months.

I don't think I will end up emailing you over the weekend, but it's still early right now.

If I loved you why do I keep deliberately saying horrible things to hurt you?

Because I want to drive you away, because it will hurt me. I hurt myself because I hate myself.