I made a colossal mistake at work, other than that. . . I was working hard and trying to achieve a goal, but. . . It didn't have anything to do with people. . . It is fixable. . . I was able to try to be compassionate with myself although it was difficult. . .I feel like the village idiot.

I worked through whatever it was I was working through the other day and due to my brain being congested with colossal mistake traffic, I am no longer enlightened by my discovery. I think it was a good realization, whatever it was.

I am working on not being engulfed in worry about what I can't change (although can be fixed). This is really painful to hold, but it doesn't compare to what I've been going through in regard to my reactions to others.