i thank you all for your support. six more days till moving day, and i already feel as though a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders.

the twins are looking forward to the move and out from their step brother. after having many talks with them about this situation, i feel i have made the best choice.
they don't want to live here anymore, they don't like their step dad, and have no respect for him or his son because of the things that he gets away with.

but like everyone else does at some point in their life, i just wish i would have never gotten into this situation. i have told the twins that i am sorry for dragging them with me into this mess, but am making it up to them now by seeing things for how they are and am changing it so we can get our lives back together and be happy again.

i am greatful that this is not a bitter or angry break up. he realizes that our relationship will not work because of our parenting differences. the transition is much easier when there isn't anger involved. he is a great husband, but just a horrible parent that believes a child can raise himself, and getting into trouble at school and home is just part of growing up. no reason to disapline them, because they don't learn anything from it anyway. three years of this is enough.

every morning i wake is another day closer to the day i can get my life back with the twins and be happy.

thank you all again for your support. it means alot. i wish you all the best in all you do. you are all such wonderful people. take care.