It worked t! The professor gave her ok for me to take the class I need in the fall. I'm glad I didn't give up and decided to ask.

We did some good work yesterday, and if I could I would come for a 2nd session this week tomorrow. Seriously, especially if we could pick up right where we left off. That was some good stuff. I should work on my story some more though. And read some more about my attachment style like you suggested. I'm done with school until my summer class starts at the end of the month so I have some time.

I'm still trying to feel my way here instead of thinking. So here's where I'm at: I really hadn't thought about my grandma all that often anymore (she's been gone a really long time, 40 years now!) until I started seeing you. I'm sure that's where much of my attachment to you comes from. That younger part of me, feels like grandma made her feel, and it's like she has her back and is holding on for dear life and is never going to let go! Add to that the 'other' feelings and it's quite the potent cocktail.

I just realized something else too. You're going to be 68 next week. Grandma was 68 when she died.

I want to email you this tonight but I'm not going to bug you.