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Lemoncake · 12:55 AM

Possible trigger:

I don't feel very well right now. Our session on tuesday about fathers day brought up a memory I haven't thought about in a very long time. When I was 7 and slapped, without warning because I being too loud outside his room. I slept in my parents room until I was around 11. It's not like I had anywhere else to go. And I loved him the best that feels like a betrayal and that I was stupid. Even then in that scene it's not from my point of view, but I'm watching it from a corner.

In an imaginary email exchange with you, your reply back would be to take care of myself this weekend and I'm going to try to do my best. It's 7.43am and I've already cried.

I've agreed to meet up with someone today to study pharmacology. And I've booked a massage for sunday.

>10 days till psychology exam
>31 for pathology