yesterday I had a massive fallout with someone, and it really hurts

my friend brook discovered my mental health situation and decided she'd use it to call me names and to judge me

of course, I didn't make it any easier on myself- after all the harsh words I sent her a really nasty email about the way she'd treatee.

just really hurts me that she'd do that. I told her.. do you know their's enough stigma in the world without you being a *****?

and she's like, just get over yourself

oh well. my circle just got a whole lot smaller. what can I do.

still not sleeping and feeling a little suicidal but not much.

anxiety was bad yesterday. really bad and I'm not sure why

all the visions I keep seeing I suppose