I still have parts that are in denial... that think that all this is mentally contrived....a super computer imagination run amuck...

Some part thinks that he did this to hisself by drinking and drugging the way we did...fracturing his mind causing uncontrollable thoughts from nowhere...

But the real kicker though is when the phantasmal manifests in reality....that the switches are really happening....there is no denying the reality of it all, the evidence is too far over staggering.

Denial is the opposite of acceptance....and accepting DID can be soul crushing for some...to others a welcomed explanation of what one’s been experiencing and living through (I.e. me)... not many would like to admit that they are out of the ordinary...especially to one’s self, but....to thy own self be true....so that the healing can begin.

So can it all be made up? For those that do suffer....no, for those feigning DID.....yes (and they may or may not know that they are).

Anyways....trust the outside observer because we can easily lie to ourselves to appease one’s desires.