I don't know what's going on anymore, not that I ever did. I used to be in a program and when I would be at the place I can see in the near future, he said "hospital, jail, or death." I didn't take anything seriously so he had to at least try to scare me.

I don't know what to do. I don't trust my pdoc to help. I don't trust my family. I don't trust myself. Am I already gone?