yeah, right. So um like not depressed and not like overly excitable about things or dysphoric. But I think the point of this thread is that I don't know what is "normal" or maybe my normal is my "hypomania" or maybe I rapid cycle so much and only have a few normal days, days where things don't overly stimulate me whether it be depress or feel "too good". Yeah, like I said, I'm trying to figure it out. I do have "normal" days, but they're few and far between I wonder if my "hypo" is just part of my normal and I'm really just depressed. hmm