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Old May 12, 2018, 04:28 PM
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Originally Posted by giddykitty View Post
yeah, right. So um like not depressed and not like overly excitable about things or dysphoric. But I think the point of this thread is that I don't know what is "normal" or maybe my normal is my "hypomania" or maybe I rapid cycle so much and only have a few normal days, days where things don't overly stimulate me whether it be depress or feel "too good". Yeah, like I said, I'm trying to figure it out. I do have "normal" days, but they're few and far between I wonder if my "hypo" is just part of my normal and I'm really just depressed. hmm
What nowadays is called hypo, was called hyper. I was a hyper kid and I keep being a hyper old kid. It's my normal. In the sence of the word, I've never had a normal day in the eyes of others.
I feel at peace with myself almost all the time. Even when i do what some consider wrong. I do things from my reasoning, and for my well being.

Have I ever had a normal day as defined by others?. No. Hell no.
People don't understand what I say, let alone what I do. I don't care. Their loss.
I've been so blessed in many aspects, Wives, kids, money etc, and that has allowed me to get away with the life I lead.
My daughter tried to be like me. Until one day, when she told me. "you know, it's to much effort, too risky to be like you". She's not a natural. TG.
I never said it was easy. It's just the way I am. That's my normal.
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