ooo i think for me it is a bit different...but that is great if it is marked out and i can say with certainty i am here, maybe the docs will be able to help me...

1...able to focus, peace can be reached
2...same
3...discontent and agitated slightly
4...stale breath at the back of my neck
5...physical pain worsens
6...same
7...same
8...same, increased pain, constant tape playing names i call myself from past
9...same, but i have thought of the differnt pain i can go through...i make myself die over and over and over in horrible ways.
10...hospitalization...I am sorry...I changed it up soemwhat so i can 'own' it. I hope that is ok stephano as i think it is a great thing and since it changed to reflect myself, then i will be more likely to use it and therefore it can be a tool in my quest to be depression-free(something few and far between) if it ain't ok, just let me know and i can take this post off here...ty... melanie