Haha pirilin, I'm convinced that marijuana makes my anxiety worse on the long term. This morning and all day today I've been incredibly anxious. I just need to be able to get through the morning without taking a hit. Maybe I can do this tomorrow. I don't like that i am smoking every day, even though it is only a little bit. I just don't have an outlet for my anxiety. I don't know how to cope. I have really just one friend I can talk to. I've also been preoccupied with the thought that my lung cancer will come back. I take rexulti 2mg and wellbutrin xr 300 mg and lyrica 50 mg but may try to go up to 100 mg on the lyrica to help with anxiety. I'm tired all day and basically live on my couch surfing the internet. I used to work full time and be a 'productive member of society' until my first manic episode and decline.