Hi there Amazonmom, welcome back to PC. I'm glad to hear you found stability on Seroquel. It does sound like you are on the depressed side. I just wanted to say that 42 was before my breakdown and all that followed from it. I read once that the mid 40s is the time for peak depression. Not sure why that is the case. It's good you are aware of your issues. Are you in any kind of therapy?