I miss you so badly my friend. We were supposed to grow old together but alas it was not to be.

She kept me from making bad choices in the darkest time of my life. I was super tall and she was very short due to pituitary dwarfism. She was 43.

She died due to immune issues related to her condition. I know she's in a better place now but I'm just lost. Having my first mood episode in years - at least I got to attend her funeral and mourn with her family.