
May 13, 2018, 12:18 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
Location: Home
Posts: 8,406
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I'm going through this weird thing where the old me is coming through again and I'm becoming really tidy...it's actually a sign I'm triggered. So I'm trying to deal with this stuff right now. I mean, my place is pretty clean because I had the housekeeper come last week and I had carpet cleaners out too. But on top of that I did massive cleaning and organizing chores myself. A bit over the top. I usually clean when I don't feel safe. Sigh...
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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