I wish I could just let it go.

I know it's stupid paronoya.

why would american investigators come here?

well they didn't come here yesterday like I thought they would

so... perhaps they are coming tonight.

I did end up going out last night to buy some chicken wings (in the rain), I refused to eat anything else

I've had another night with no sleep, but doing a bit better I suppose

at least I'm not freaking out