I also have trouble expressing myself. Usually I will just listen to people and if i try to say something, it comes out all disorganized. Therefore i don't talk much but wish i could, and i have to live knowing i will never be able to talk usually in a group, but i do find that i m a great listener, and can help people one on one is easier to talk to. Sometimes i daydream alot too because i can't concentrate unless it is something i'm really interested in.Could you join any groups around your area, crafts, book clubs , senior center etc?good luck