I've described this feeling as weird, but with some insight, have found that it's jealousy. My current partner was previously engaged, but died. He's gone through therapy and has dealt with that a few years ago. But I feel strange when he talks about her. I don't get angry or upset in any way, and I'm glad he's able to talk to me freely about her from time to time. It's not usually out of the blue, but it relates to whatever conversation we're having. But it makes me feel strange.

I wonder if we'd have our relationship if she miraculously came back to life. And that's a horrible thought. But I don't know what to make of it. And I can't really talk to anyone else about it.

Thoughts?