Dear Rose, don't let your heart break over this, after all it is the son's loss. He will regret his decisions in the future. You are very strong, and your strength helps your BF to try to be strong also. What the important thing is, that the two of you are together, and your bond is stronger than any family could be! You are his rock, and he knows this. I send You, and your BF my Thoughts, and Prayers, and know we are all here for you!!!!!!! (((((((HUGS)))))))