That's a helpful observation, pirilin. I appreciate your posting and following. Sometimes I wonder if I have bored everyone and no one reads anymore because the thread is too long.

I won't go cold turkey off wellbutrin if I get off it. I'll talk to my pdoc and see if he agrees to maybe step down from 300 mg to 150 mg to see if that lessens my anxiety.

I decided to celebrate Mother's Day by abstaining from smoking weed. So far so good. My son got me red roses in a bouquet. I got over a bit of my anxiety about going out in my yard because I've been accosted by my neighbors and they have called the police on me many times so I am afraid to go out. It is terrible not to be able to enjoy your own backyard but that is my life. I just don't have the energy to pack up and move.